Tuesday, April 17, 2007
Met up with SS and Zhong on friday and i guess zhong is smiling more that day! probably she has finally realised what she wants and im really glad she is not frowning and looking so troubled all the time now. Everyone seems to be quitting nowadays. Chermin just tendered and I have 3 others who are "quitting" soon. Maybe its my turn soon haha. Just wish my uncles will get of my back, i think im someone who knows clearly what i want and there isnt anyone else who knows it more than me. I mean will i not want the best for myself? Stop repeating the questions over and over again whenever we meet up, no wonder enjie has stopped turning up.
Digressing abit, i think marriage is a very special & sacred thing and not rushed into just cos u have a kid or just on a moment of impulse. of cos im not saying that ALL those who have a divorce are not treating marriage seriously. i agree that when things are like really beyond repair then theres no point in holding onto any faith or whatever you believe or used to believe in because deep down inside u r so suffering and imagine living in pain everyday. then this is the time to end. i absoultely do not believe in seeking comfort in others when u r already married, in other word, having an affair. u might argue that its cos i have not been in this kinda situation before so i wun know how it feels to lose control over something which u know its wrong right from the start. i beg to differ. its just an act of irresponsibility. This is why i have no trust in marriage and if u really love that someone, u do not need a wedding ring around the finger or a wedding certificate to constantly remember that u r married. simply because u remember that person in your heart every minute and every second if u really love her, isnt it.
Monday, April 9, 2007
As my computer has been spoilt for almost a month and the company's computer has been attacked by millions of viruses, I have not had the chance to update my blog lately. Anyway, shall just let pics do all the talking!
Think CNY passed kinda fast, i was all ready to get into the festive mood then i realise its gone. Kinda hate the fact that the festive seasons are all cramped together in December, January and February as this means that theres totally nothing to look forward to for the rest of the year. =(
Nonetheless, I learnt Mahjong (like finally!) this yr! Thanks to the ever patient Cousin Xian and Da Yi!
Went KTV with my cousin Wanling and met Piggy Xian after his school with my sisters. And we had a nice lunch at coffee club! The feeling was kinda warm cos we hardly go out tog with our cousins except for Piggy Xian as the age gap with the rest is kinda great.
Nike Air Force Exhibition was in town a few months back and i forced my sister to go with me. Actually it was abit of a disappointment as i thought the place was gonna be damn big and cool. Its still cool but alot emptier than what the pictures show.
Was surfing the net today and saw this person taking beautiful photos and putting them up on his blog. Oh my, they are really really nice. Shall post them up again as this com sucks. Someone just get me a Canon SLR PLEASE! :(